At the beginning of the summer, I posted a little piece about my body insecurity. How I was too thin last summer, and how I wanted to work towards gaining weight. Well, I think I accomplished that this summer. I’m back up to 105 pounds, and I’m quite happy.
I came across this picture from my vacation two weeks ago. At first I didn’t pay much attention to it, but then I realized that my ass looks really good in the picture. Like really, really good. And then I looked closer, and saw that my legs aren’t too twiggy either.
I’m at a point where I’m starting to be more comfortable with who I am, and what I look like. I’ve come to terms that I’ll never be entirely curvy, and that I’ve got my mother’s metabolism that causes me to look like a twig and eat everything and anything in sight. I’m not exactly “model-thin,” and that’s a good thing. I don’t want the perfect “model” body. I mean, there are times when I miss having really nice, toned abs, but I had those when I was doing hardcore workouts for tennis. I might just have to start working out when I get back to State. I feel better when I work out, rather than sitting around being a tubby.
Most importantly…I GOTTA DONK AND I DON’T KNOW WHERE IT CAME FROM. Also apparently I have hips. I dunno where those came from either, but I am not complaining.